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I was staring at the blank screen for about 10 minutes now...Previously i went to stare at my cat too, she was lying down- a kinda sad position with a sad sort of stare at me. She said we are sad. And I agreed. Maybe it's just me who is sad, that everything; song, conversation, people, cat, blog seemed so sad as well.
The meeting with Dr Sothi was rather an awkward one as we expected him to drop the “bomb”. The walk- 9 of us from resource centre seemed hard and long, our steps were heavy on the stairs and we shifted places like a million times in the conference room. I chose to sit quite front, second place after Yow Fung. It makes me feel safer that way, he is big and I feel more secure.
He came in after 10 minutes and most of us were staring at him blabbering about the knowledge we should equip ourselves on this campaign. I think I or we must be looking very ghastly pale… when he suddenly stopped talking.
Dr Sothi: Why you all looked so scared?
I broke into a smile  and the rest also sniggered along. The non fatal jabbering continued while we just nod to whatever he said and continue to expect the worse from him. Ms Wong looked flushed and helpless. (She finally saw the article in the conference room and boy, I thought I saw her heart drop a few inches lower…)
After 10 minutes of blabbering, he wanted to invite Mr. Gan in. He left to search him and noise erupted among us. We were beginning to feel tired and weary, as if he was waiting on the right moment to pounce and kill. We preferred to face it there and then than to keep guessing…
Mr Gan came in and the first sentence he uttered intimidated me a little. Before he came in, he and Dr Sothi was pausing for quite some time at the conference room door. (Maybe they are deciding whether to ask who did it or not..) He asked us to speak up confidently, to talk now as we are going to face Datuk Gan on Monday. *gulp, gulp*. It meant something.
He finally steered the whole conservation into it. He imparted on us the nature of the press and how they are very competitive to publish first- any news, regardless whether it is accurate or not and how we should leave the job to corporate communications department. Other than that, he said nothing else. He and Dr Sothi decided not to pursue it. In fact, he said that it does not matter who did it and that maybe some of us are just to eager (grrrr…Riitttt) and he said we learnt how to deal with the press.
Nevertheless, Hussein, Ms Wong and I explained exactly what happened as it is not right to keep it under cover. Why should we be afraid when we did nothing wrong?
Still……No identities revealed.
And no identities should be revealed *hint*
Will be seeing Datuk Gan on Monday. Hopefully all will be fine also =)
Went for a movie, Mission Impossible 3 on Thursday with Michelle, Justin, Jillian, Kien, Shaheelan, Jessica and Kenny. Kenny and Jessica came waayyyyy late, from a supposedly 9.20 movie to a 11pm movie. To kill time, we went shopping around. Most of the girls Michelle, Jillian and me spent time at TopShop trying out clothes while me and Michelle cam-whored at the changing room. Time was not really wasted there (Probably only to the guys..hehe).. see picture in Justin’s blog and you will understand what I mean.
I bought a pair of pants anyway.. from TopShop.
 Camwhorers posing inside a changing room
 If u cant buy it, at least can take a picture of it.. hehe
 At Kim Gary before movie. At least Sha's face is clear thus can be afforded to snap up close.. . I hope he doesn't mind...
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Went to mamak yesterday with Michelle, Sha, Man Yoong, Rajes, Eric, Norman and William. I saw Choon Kiat, Yee Ling, Seok Kian and Phui Leng at the next table with some 5 Sn 3 students. Later the table was taken by a bunch of guys who are from our school too – Heng Loong and Liang Yee and some other unknowns. Jeremy and Hafiz were spotted playing a chess game at the mamak too.
 This is Rajes. He was reminding William to remind him to talk about something later. By the way, I am between William and Rajes... And the one with the white shirt beside Rajes is an uncle from Sri lanka who wore an inside out shirt...
The group at the QuikSilver revolution tour: Boon Tiong, Wai Kit, Jeremy, Michelle and me. Sorry la.. i look a bit da weird because the waves was so strong. (pic by Hafiz)
 The one waving is Jeremy. Sorry Mich, terblock you pulak. At the baloon thing in the wave pool.
 Chit chat, chit chat.. water splashing on us. so cold..
Michelle , Jeff and me. Posers on the loose.. 
 This is me back at 5sn1 on Hari Penyampaian Hadiah..a candid shot... Nostalgic place... sighhhh..
My heart goes out to a friend who is having some problems today. I hope you are reading this. If you are shocked or discouraged, don't be. Because it may be just the devil whispering fears into your ears. It's all an illusion. All will turn out to be fine. Qoute Ian: Trust in God and shall be praying for you k.....
I love this song..
Where'd you go - Fort Minor
Mike:
She said
Some days I feel like shit
Some days I wanna quit
And just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips feel so long
and I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot working my day
around a call that when I pick up I don't have much to say
So I want you to know it's al little fucked up
that I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating
on telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of my family here
Singing where'd you go
Chorus
Mike:
Come back home
You know that play you used to live?
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Halloween
With candy by the pile
But now you stop by only once in a while
Shit I find my self just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine
and I'm planning to keep it that way
And you call my if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you:
I want you to know it's al little fucked up
that I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating
on telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of my family here
Singing where'd you go
Chorus
Mike
I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waiting
No longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making excuses
For why you're not around
and feeling so useless
It seems like one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here
And you can sing it
Chorus
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